Caffeine Inspired. . .curved cocks & Propaganda
On not a very fun note...I read this guys blog and I like it and thought he seems like a great guy. He always has relatively intelligent content and he's cute. Recently he took a stab at Canada. Now while I am aware of the many problems Canada has I found the one that he brought up ridiculous. I think I may have taken it out on him when in fact I am angry at mass media.
The US media focused on the seal clubbing that our country allows way up north. While I do find it disgusting, it pretty much fits in with hunting as a whole. Maybe there should be more focus on the fenced game reserves that Dick Cheney and his cronies have been frequenting for years. Or maybe the media should not be such fucking suckers...i.e mediums to spread propaganda and focus less our cute dead seals and more on the thousands of innocent and guilty that are dying in Iraq. I'm just fascinated how everyone allows their attention to be diverted from the war. Its obvious the war is NOT working out according to plan and thus the coalition gov'ts want less focus on it. Why not send a brit celeb to Canada? That way the UK and the US media will shift focus away from the charred bodies of Iraqi civilians onto the poor cute baby seals that are clubbed. This world is fuckin ridiculous and as are the suckers who have dedicated actual face time to this issue. Prioritize people!
Now onto something that will at least spark some sexual interest.
My best friend J and I have been best friends for years. He is str8 and was dating a close friend of mine when we met. We all partied together in this huge apt I had in a trendy area. It was 5 years ago and I have since lost track of everyone except J. We see eachother a few times a week and I get along well and hang out with him and his girlfriend every chance I get. Here's where it gets complicated.
Years ago in my old pad I used alot of drugs and drank alot. I did all of this with J. We got messed up and messed around many times. Me sucking him off and him jerking me off while kissing me slowly and teasing the tip of my cock with his tongue. It was hot but we both had spouses who were friends and it was not goood. Plus I was cheating on my hot as hell bf at the time with all his "str8" friends and all of theirs. I slept with every guy in our clique. Dirty I know. HOT..hells yes it was. We stopped but still flirt to this day and I love J madly...just cant have him. I think he may be gay but grew up christian fundamentalist so may be just fucked up for the rest of his days. Sad but true.
Just the two of us were out for lunch the other day and started talking about cock size. We were both appalled at the fact that we each thought we had bigger cocks. It was settled that mine was way thicker and his 1 inch longer with a curve. I love his curve. HOT. Anyways it is getting hot and heavy with us. Everytime we are alone there is stress and sexual tension and we find some excuse to talk about when we used to fuck around (which his current gf knows about) and to look at porno and talk about jerking off. Ridiculous as it is I want him bad, worse then usual and I think he may be reciprocating.
He has also been bringing up the fact that I resent his current gf. I make no secret that I would love to be with J for the rest of my life and fuck his brains out 24/7. We hug and cuddle and will do anything on earth for eachother whenever its needed. I always wonder how threatened his gf must feel. We were out the other day shopping and ran into a friend who told us we were "meant for eachother". I agreed and just said "Sadly J isnt gay yet." He just smiles and giggles and hugs my shoulders. Christ.
I am avoiding him for a bit until my spring sex drive goes away. He's so fuckin hot though.
I love my str8 boyfriend. God help me.
The US media focused on the seal clubbing that our country allows way up north. While I do find it disgusting, it pretty much fits in with hunting as a whole. Maybe there should be more focus on the fenced game reserves that Dick Cheney and his cronies have been frequenting for years. Or maybe the media should not be such fucking suckers...i.e mediums to spread propaganda and focus less our cute dead seals and more on the thousands of innocent and guilty that are dying in Iraq. I'm just fascinated how everyone allows their attention to be diverted from the war. Its obvious the war is NOT working out according to plan and thus the coalition gov'ts want less focus on it. Why not send a brit celeb to Canada? That way the UK and the US media will shift focus away from the charred bodies of Iraqi civilians onto the poor cute baby seals that are clubbed. This world is fuckin ridiculous and as are the suckers who have dedicated actual face time to this issue. Prioritize people!
Now onto something that will at least spark some sexual interest.
My best friend J and I have been best friends for years. He is str8 and was dating a close friend of mine when we met. We all partied together in this huge apt I had in a trendy area. It was 5 years ago and I have since lost track of everyone except J. We see eachother a few times a week and I get along well and hang out with him and his girlfriend every chance I get. Here's where it gets complicated.
Years ago in my old pad I used alot of drugs and drank alot. I did all of this with J. We got messed up and messed around many times. Me sucking him off and him jerking me off while kissing me slowly and teasing the tip of my cock with his tongue. It was hot but we both had spouses who were friends and it was not goood. Plus I was cheating on my hot as hell bf at the time with all his "str8" friends and all of theirs. I slept with every guy in our clique. Dirty I know. HOT..hells yes it was. We stopped but still flirt to this day and I love J madly...just cant have him. I think he may be gay but grew up christian fundamentalist so may be just fucked up for the rest of his days. Sad but true.
Just the two of us were out for lunch the other day and started talking about cock size. We were both appalled at the fact that we each thought we had bigger cocks. It was settled that mine was way thicker and his 1 inch longer with a curve. I love his curve. HOT. Anyways it is getting hot and heavy with us. Everytime we are alone there is stress and sexual tension and we find some excuse to talk about when we used to fuck around (which his current gf knows about) and to look at porno and talk about jerking off. Ridiculous as it is I want him bad, worse then usual and I think he may be reciprocating.
He has also been bringing up the fact that I resent his current gf. I make no secret that I would love to be with J for the rest of my life and fuck his brains out 24/7. We hug and cuddle and will do anything on earth for eachother whenever its needed. I always wonder how threatened his gf must feel. We were out the other day shopping and ran into a friend who told us we were "meant for eachother". I agreed and just said "Sadly J isnt gay yet." He just smiles and giggles and hugs my shoulders. Christ.
I am avoiding him for a bit until my spring sex drive goes away. He's so fuckin hot though.
I love my str8 boyfriend. God help me.
posted by Fauxmosexual at 11:17 AM
2 Comments:
thanx 4 stopping in at our blog what i seen of yours so far i like. and not all americans think that way about r friends from up north!
Thanks for your comment the other day - I appreciated it.
A big problem with falling for a str8 boy, is that if he turns out to be gay, he's going to probably want to play around for a while and tell you about it. When you come out of the closet, its usually with your pants around your ankles
Post a Comment
<< Home