Dude digs some dastly (sp?) duds and The Pope died

So the dude wears a trenchcoat. Its all I can think about. You think that be bad. I do . But I still dont give a shit because its a fuckin lead pumpin layer. Im gonna look past it though. My perogative, after much deliberation with friends and random people who kinda know me, is that spring and then summer (just in case y'all aint followin seasons) are on their way. So all that will matter is the cute jeans and t shirts and maybe some flips flops. Thank christ above that ole ma nature is shiftin the winds to warmth. Crazy old boot.

This kid does have some potential...as he is "fresh meat" though. Freshly homosexual and freshly confused about what exactly it means to be fag (that was for you..punk...i hate that word too). Its hard to explain with so many conflicting ideas floating around..or flaming...whatevs. Trying to explain to this guy that being gay is simply a small part of who you are..its not what you are. Im a human that digs dinks. No beave for me but bring on the cock n' balls. I think he understood it.

Dude was also talking about how I had lived an interesting life full of experiences. I see them as growing pains...and as I am not saying I regret them. I am saying I wish sometimes that I had been thinking clearer and would have been a tad more aware of how stupid some of those things (err dozens and dozens..maybe a hundred..people) were. I dont think that I took some enlightened path, although I am lucky to have turned out normal...whatever that is.

This kid may have some potential. He DOES have potential.

Just went to the bathroom and two dudes were going to town...reminded me of battle farts from harold and Kumar.

Pope just died. Meh. Too bad someone died. Too bad he hates homo's. Too bad that thousands of people are dying everywhere in various conflicts and the old Polack ddint have much to say about it. Sorry your dead pope. Ill see you in heaven. . .even though im gay. Then again i dont believe in Heaven. Soooo enjoy your mauseleum. I am not sad, but feel for my mom because she digs catholisicsm. Sorry Mom, you can have a new right wing old man too look to to for faith soon. Her and her sisters are probably weeping in between croissants and wine. Maybe they will take a day trip from their National Lampoons Provence Vacation to visit the pope...orr lack of. Could be a good take off of weekend at bernies...then again maybe it was...he hasnt looked great in a while.

Im going to mourn...meh im gonna have a cigarette and talk about shoes with the girl from the office over. She has great shoes. My legs are tingling...is that god punishing me or are they just sleepy. Yikes.

I tapped them...they woke up..or god responds to tap dancing. Who knows.